feeling really sad today. kind of moping around work which is so stupid but it really does feel like i lost a friend. so sorry for everyone i admire who loved and cared about him so much.
harris really made me want to be a funnier, nicer, better person. i don't think i'm any of those things yet but fuck, he made me want to TRY. he's brightened so many of my days. i really really loved harris. rest in peace i hope the cosmos is chill